Thursday, February 3, 2011

I Cheated.

Yes, I am guilty of cheating.  I not only cheated on my workouts, my diet,  but I cheated myself.  I can't even count how many times we ate out this past week and I gave up on keeping track.  Mostly because I was disgusted with it and tried to ignore it.

There is no doubt that losing weight is definetly a challenge. Actually it's more like excruciating!  This past week I found myself at my all time low.  I actually felt very hopeless and told Lance "I'd be fat forever"!  I keep telling myself to push through it but the little voices in my head are telling me to give up.  I noticed less participation from the other challengers, so I think we are all going through the same thing. 

How can we help motivate eachother? What will help us get through our weakest moments? 

Even though I cheated myself and I gave into temptation, I'm not giving up.  Last week is the past and I just have to stay on track.  I'm taking this day by day. 

With all that being said, of course I dreaded the scale and figured I might find myself back to 153.  Thank God I was only punished with a one pound gain.  That pound is NOT going to stick around for long.  My goal for Week 6 148.2!

WEEK 5 WEIGH IN:  150.2

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